too bittersweet

So bittersweet the things we let go. Only to discover God's hand in it all. I wish to stay but I must move forward. I wish to cry, but I must smile. [Run on sentences only leave you wondering where it is going with more words than really needed, who knows maybe its a mistake, maybe its just to be heard.] I'm searching to flourish but the destination is unknown. I wish to push but nothing is in my grasp. Metaphors of life creep to [your] heart discovering I'm a little too emo for my liking. decision is mine to kneel and pray, to seek and find, and to be content in all circumstances. God hear my prayer and be my strength.