Monday, May 29, 2006

stars and romance














I enjoy peanut butter and chocolate
Chicken quesadillas are my favorite meal
I despise routine
I like to take pictures
I dont want to do it as a career
I could daydream for hours without being bored; only if I have something or someone to daydream about
I love to dance!! Even if I have no rythym
Im quite weird at times
Im beyond shy and quiet at other times
Im hard to make laugh
Unless its my own jokes, then Im the only one laughing
I love to laugh; especially when no noise comes out and tears start rolling out
I like to be unique, but everyone wants to be unique so in order for me to be unique I must be normal... I must be me
I like to see things that most people dont
I long for love more than anything
Im unmotivated unless Im inspired; usually by someone I trust
Im an adrenaline junky
If I werent good, Id be bad; probably a bank robber or vandalist
I dont like church
But I love people who truly love God and are passionate about him and people
I long to be beautiful
I long to tell other girls that they are beautiful and for them to actually believe it
When I pray my prayers are answered
I long for people to know who I really am and for someone to take a risk and step into my life
Im vulnerable when people allow me to
I like to write and sometimes paint
I like to take pictures because I long to capture a moment of beauty that others surpass
I LOVE TO EXPLORE
Outside is my favorite
I want to sky dive and do other crazy things
Sunsets, rises, stars, SHOOTING stars, northern lights bring joy to my face and heart; its in those moments I know God is smiling at me; I desire to share them with someone
Im a HopelesS Romantic
My favorite passages are Psalms 139 and Proverbs 31
Im impatient.... eeeek
I dont like watching sports
I dont like to cook, but Im ok at it
I desire to be a wife
I desire to be a mother
I desire to be a mother to the motherless
I like people who take risks
I like free people who smile and love life
My heart longs for God
I like open fires
I like when people sing and play guitar around the open fire
I desire to be fought for and chased
I like epiphanies
I love my family, and I never realized how wonderful they are until this year
I have a big scar on my back
I like to read dating books, and books on beauty; other than that I dont like reading much
I like to climb
I love fun crazy spontaneous nights with people I love
I dont get angry; but I do get moody sometimes grrrr
Im learning to confront people
I punch hard
I desire to see the world so much that it burns
Im afraid of rejection
Its hard for me to accept compliments
But I despise flattery
Id rather lead by example than lead in a role
Im gentle Ive been told
Im easily distracted
I love to watch people
I like speaking in front of people even though I get nervous and sometimes cry
Im learning to multi task
I feel really weird writing this all out
I have my belly button pierced (as of a week ago)
I LOVE music, I usually have it playing all the time
I love concerts
If I was a guy I would like crowd surfing, but Im a girl. So I cant
I like getting hand written letters
I LOVE SUPRISES!!!!
But its hard to surprise me
I miss my dog harley
I like walks in complete darkness except the moon and stars
I love morning naps
I dont like conflict
Did I say I love to dance?
I love to love